When I took part in this series of design courses again in September 2018, I also thought about the meaning and the importance. The explosion of social media power has reversed the definition of a profession for everyone. Many influential people tell us that we have to think about what can help our future, so I always think seriously ... “what's the perfect plan.”

I don't know how much energy I have; I only know that I have to absorb it like a sponge. Since 2014, I have frequently pushed myself to pay attention to current international issues, design concepts, and technology trends. Maybe I'm just building myself…entering 2020, sometimes I doubt myself and my way, the spontaneous extensive learning is a detour?  Why still can't define my own position? Who am I? What I want to be? Therefore, I envy those who can judge clearly “what can help their goals directly."

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Maybe I want to be a creative person, I think. Actually, I know my weakness. I always work hard to be a professional, but I'm not good at finding professional people to work with, so I feel like I was working on a foolish and lonely project. If I want to get rid of the current dilemma, I have to think deeply ... What should I do? I want to think about the problem by creating websites and portfolios and changing my perspective. Then I can see the answers behind it more objectively and develop more effective habits; of course, the old good habits still have to be maintained.

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When editing a portfolio, I know that I have achieved much success, indeed. I tried to link them together. Maybe I want to offer a full service. Instead of spending 1000 hours alone on many tasks, I can also find partners. The partners take their own role, and I continue to integrate this task through the training that my job brings to me.

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Next step, how do I start this task?